october 2010

so far so good.. =) Thank God!!

beside the fact that i'm having a major moodswing!! haha.. yesterday i had this major moodswing.. one minute i feel happy n thankful of life.. the next minute i feel so bored and feel hopeless. one minute i feel positive and can do so much.. next minute i feel so useless and unworthy. it was a very tiring emotional rollercoaster.. hopefully there's a simple explanation for all of that hehe.. today i feel a lot better and calmer, which is excellent!!! =)

terus apa lagi yah yg happening around me.. oo.. mr hubby is being challenged by doctor to loose xx kgs in the next 7 weeks. so far it has been 2 weeks and he's on track. ^^ GO HUBBY!! to be honest, i am very impressed and proud of him. He's very dedicated, tidak mudah tergoyahkan banget!! if i were him, i probably already failed from day 3 (hopefully.. or day 2.. hahaha).. the reason is just because he's doing a vegan diet!! i mean no meat AT ALL??? ckckck.. and eventho sometimes people mock him and stuffs, he still doing what he's doing.. terus.. he has to exercise every single day.. 2 hours walking and again, he is so dedicated!!! i sometimes accompany him on the weekend, which is good for me as well... Ini vegan diet sih tokcer lohh.. sampe sempet kepikir to do it as well.. but i think it's not me at all.. at least he still likes vegies and fruits.. lah gw... no no!! so maybe i shud choose sumthing else.. tp gud news is... i've been avoiding rice (or at least mengurangi) from my dinner n i've been loosing weight as well. yeyyy...walopun skrang dah ga obses2 banget sih.. a bit relaxed about it!!

2 days to go till my bdayy.. yeeeyy... i love my bday.. bcos it's the day i born.. the day the world welcoming... ME =) it's the start of my existence in this world. walopun yah apa yg aku expect from my birthday beda lah dari yang dulu2.. kalo dulu kan wishing for presents presents presents.. kalo sekarang, i just wanting a nice simple day with my loved ones.. also with myself spaya bisa self reflection.. n i wish i can be a better person in the 'new' year of my life =) taon ini belom self-reflection nih..huhuhu..