after the day...

just update from bday - i know it's been ages - this is what i got from hubby.. he sent it to office and everyone was like 'woww you're so lucky. that's very sweet of him.' and yes, i always know that i'm lucky to have him.. wait, let me rephrase that.. i am soo blessed to have him ;) lovee the roses babe...

terus abis itu, kta cuma dinner and went to a movie ajah sih..nothin extravaganza.. a best friend also bought a cake for me and also got a cake at work.. for some reason, always forget to take pictures!!! hahaha.. kayak kuenya, pas dah dipotong br inget.. yah.. ya sudah lohh.. mo gmana.. we try again nxt time =p

terus terus.. bday kali ini somehow membuat gw ngerasa tua ajeh.. yah bukan tua2 yg gmana2 but like 'mann..i'm not a kid anymore. i'm already a wife and soon enough i will be a mother.. i can't just be what i have been.. i need to be better n more mature.' something like that hahaha.. yah mungkin ini pemikiran yang agak telat karenaa.. i think i should have this kind of thinking ages ago or the latest is when i got married.. but somehow it just kick in now.. also, bcos i'm not that young anymore, i need to take care of my health.. i.e. eat healthily, take care of the skin, lebih yg dandan2, etc etc.. apalagi jaman skarang.. hhhh.. kayaknya tiap ari denger ajah berita si ini lah sakit, si itu lah sakit... ckckckck...

haven't really came up with a game plan on how to react to this thoughts but i will.. still trying to make time to do that overdue self-reflection. kmaren ini tiba2 keingetan kata2 yang bilang 'if you can't find the time, then you have to make the time' or somethin like that. so i have to make the time...

apart from that, life is good..

auckland weather update: for some reason, it starts to get cold again!! padahal ini udah spring lohh.. well, i hope we can have the sunshine again soon.. this cold n windy weather is a bit depressing.